it would be something untitled, but it describes all..

When I was a child, when life showed how innocent it was

He was a perfect grandpa, a man who cried when saw me first. A man who lifted me up to made me laugh, a man who would never get bored to teach me the simple things even when I couldn’t speak “R” well.

When I was a teenager, when I began to learn to live on a truly life should be

He still was a perfect grandpa, a man who sang a song for me. A man who told me gladly about everything he wrote. A man who called me just to told me, “I miss you” with his lovely voice. A man with an irreplaceable hug, a hug that always comforted me, a hug I really miss so bad.

When I grow up, when I realize that there’s no him here anymore

He’s still being a perfect grandpa. A man who makes me feel warm when I think about him, a man who makes me feel so sorry for I’ve never by his side when he need it. A man I really wish to hold my hand at my wedding day someday.

Hello you-the dearest grandpa,

We’ve never been so close before, right ? But you know what, you always gonna be my best grandpa ever. And it would be something impossible to find the most lovable grandpa in the world. Because it’s already mine, it’s already you.

I know I can’t understand how you are there, in heaven. But everything you did just makes me sure that you’re on your way to find the unstoppable happiness. Just promise me to always watch me right over there, watch me when I’m trying to be your best granddaughter.

I’m not going to say good bye, I’m just retelling that I love you even though you’re gone. Because all you did just promise me that everything will be fine when we believe that we’re inseparable, maybe not in distance but in heart.

Well grandpa, I do miss you all the time though heaven is never been too far for us.

ps: I love you 'Atok. Be happy there, okay ?! ;)