2011/05/08

because it doesn't need to be flawless...



I've never understood how great is my life with best friends around me before I lived here. Everything was so fake and I trusted no one. But everything is changing since I've decided to live here. I found them, people who make my life brighter and I found the courage to call them as best friends.

But, it haven't stopped yet. I thought it would be flawless, it would be no pain at all. And I think I was wrong. Honestly, they often make me cry and disappointed. I also thought that it's not what I've sought, then I sought another, another and another. But the result is still same. They still often make me disappointed over and over again.

Then I realize no matter how perfect a friendship seems, the fact is it can't be though it's so human. I meant who doesn't want to have something like that ? All I've felt just teach me that the most important thing about friendship is not how much my effort to make it flawless, but how much love I put in it so that it will be forever. I also think what if it was perfect ? Sure it would be so fun ! But friendship isn't only about having fun together, it's also about growing up together.

And when I try to believe in it, it helps me to wipe my tears off when I feel disappointed, reminds me about all of the irreplaceable things we made together and above all, it drives me to love them bigger no matter how the condition is.

Well, though my greedy side has grown tired to make it perfect, in the end friendship can't be something like that. But everything I've got just makes me sure that it still can be true, even be the truest thing I've ever had.

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